The Smile singer stated she ended up being addicted to adderall as she felt insecure while supporting Miley Cyrus on trip – who she felt was younger and prettier than her.
LILY ALLEN turned to a desperate measure to get thin in her 20s, by taking speed.
Lily Allen said: I began taking this drug called adderall which resembles speed Credit: Getty Images – Getty
” I started taking this drug called adderall which resembles speed to lose the weight and after that I got addicted to this drug trigger it made me feel invincible and I could work long hours.
She said: “I got married when I was 24 and I had a child and an infant who died ten years ago this month and went on to have two children.
” Six months after my youngest was born we ran out of cash and had to go out on the roadway again and I was 14 stone and did not feel like a pop star at all.
” Then I ended up on trip in America supporting Miley Cyrus and it was an extremely sexualised tour and I d spent the last three years pressing children out.
The star said she began acting out while supporting Miley Cyrus on tour
Lily supporting Miley Cyrus at Nassau Coliseum in New YorkCredit: Getty – Contributor
When she knew she required to go to rehab, she informed The Recovery podcast she even considered taking heroin and thats.
Lily has actually formerly exposed she cheated on her hubby Sam Cooper during the trip, including with female escorts.
” I was supporting this girl who was much younger and more attractive than I felt and I just started acting out in all way of ways.”
Mum of 2 Lily, who wed actor David Harbour in Las Vegas last year, said: “I started cheating on my spouse and I had always intoxicated alcohol to soothe the drugs.
Lily married star David Harbour in Las Vegas last yearCredit: Instagram
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” Then I understood I was going into the mini bar and consuming the tiny bottles of vodka and without the drugs.
” But because I had seen what takes place to people who have taken heroin I knew it was time to challenge whatever it was and my satanic forces.”
” I remained in LA and thinking, None of this acting out is working anymore. Perhaps I need to try heroin.
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